It's so fucked up. I had a majorly huge loss, and I'm sad, and the sadness goes on forever and ever. And it's fucked up because a wonderful presence in my life is lost forever. And the really fucked up thing is, there'll always be assholes. I don't get it. Huccome you can expect the wonderful things/people/beings in your life to leave, but then when you walk out the door, there're assholes all around? There's a surplus of assholes. People who cut you off in traffic. People who play their stereos too loud. Why don't the assholes all go away? Why don't they all just disappear?
Life is stupid. I don't like it. If there is such a thing as reincarnation, I hope the next time around I have the presence of mind to say no more. No more of this being re-born. Cuz it's a bunch of crap. There's absolutely nothing, nothing, nothing that's good about being here. And if somebody tells me: look at all the good things in your life, I'll say fuck that. It's all gonna go away. If it's good, it's gonna go away. And after the good is all gone, there'll still always be plenty of assholes.
Fuck it, I'm done. I'm done with this reincarnation shit. Stick a fork in me.